Saturday, October 26, 2002

oh, and i just figured out that no one reads this...thanks guys.
sarah mclachlan and celine dion sound nothing alike!

Friday, October 25, 2002

im pretty laid back when it comes to teasing. i can handle it, but when it gets to a certain point, you need to back off. case in point...tonight at work, Mo and Bekea were teasing me, and it was all good natured, then Mo crossed the line, I asked him to stop, and he just kept right on going. it got to the point were i got so upset that i had to walk out so that i didnt cuss him out or something. he apologized but it still hurt. see, what many people don't know about me is that I am actually really sensitive. i just built up this wall that keeps me from getting hurt and every once in awhile someone says something that i haven't heard before or sometimes things that i think aboput myself. and if thats the case, then it tells my subconscience that i was write in thinking a certain thing about myself because, obviously, this person thinks that to. whatever, its dumb, im tired and delirious, i need sleep.

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

i hate how every semester, i can't register for classes on time because i don't get enough money from the school and my parents have $0 to give and i can only give $100 every 2 weeks! it's so frustrating, i would love it if i got more from the school or if my parents didn't have the financial problems they do, and if i didn't have the ones that i did. 22 is way to young to be in debt. i wonder at what age you can technically file for banruptcy...not that i would want to do that, but it may be my only viable option. this is why i think that living at home and commuting would be my best bet. i could save money by living there and have a job where i make more money and then i can pay for college, not worry about the astronomical cost of living in a dorm, buy a car, and still have money to pay off my bills. that would be nice. although i really would miss living on campus, that's my favorite part of college. oh well, we shall see.


Tuesday, October 22, 2002

i have to work at the coffee shop very soon so i'll make it quick. i love getting to know people better. i think that is one of my favorite things in the world. getting to know people helps you to get to know yourself. but anyway...i am so tired all the time, i got so run down last week, being little miss work-a-holic, that even though i am exhausted, by the end of the day when i want to go to bed, i can't. my body doesnt want to.i know a few people who have mono and it scares me that i am going to be next. i can't afford to take that kind of time off.
something that makes me happy
when the boy you like says hi to someone without a smile, then sees you and says hi to you with a smile. okay,so, i know that i don't come off as a girlie-girl, which im not, but sometimes and in cases where it has to do with the BOY, it's kinda hard not to be one.
okay, those of you who know me, know who i am referring to and if you know the whole story, then yes, i still am attracted to him.

end of story!