Friday, December 13, 2002

settling in for my last night in Eastern University sanctioned housing. it's kinda sad, but sadder still was my last night at Manoa, which was last night. I didn't want to have to tell them I was leaving because I knew that I would cry, but we had to let them know, and yes, I cried. Today I got an email from one of my girls who told me how much she is going to miss me and that she would pray for me, that part makes me wanna cry just thinking about it. I'm relieved that I won't have to stress about how to pay for next semester but at the same time, I know that I will feel like I'm missing out by not living on campus.

Sunday, December 08, 2002

I missed church today and it wasn't my fault. I asked Nicki for a ride last night and I think that she forgot about me because this Nicki. I am annoyed too, because it was supposed to be my last Sunday morning there, since I am commuting next semester. And we were supposed to light the Advent candle, too. I am really bummed about that. Anyway, I have to tell people from church that I am not going to be there next semester, but I would try to get there whenever possible. I hate the fact that I am not going to be able to keep my one year commitment to Manoa but these things happen and are beyond my control. Grrr.