Thursday, December 25, 2003

Merry Christmas those of you who still read this...and Happy New Year!
Good news on the home front...we have a place to move into on the 15th of January. We move out of our house on the 31st, but our realtor offered my parents a two bedroom apartment, rent free for the two weeks between homes! I will probably be staying with friends, since I don't want to sleep on the couch...but we shall see. New address will be forthcoming!

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Anguish. That's the only emotion that properly describes how I'm feeling now.
How do things like this happen? My best friend from like forever, is pregnant again. And spare the sarcasm of "Well, when a mommy and a daddy love each other..." because it doesn't apply here. The dad is apparently a jack-ass and the father of her first child. She's pregnant with twins and she's 7 months pregnant, planning to give the babies away, because as a single mother, she just wants the best for her 2 little girls that she loves very much, enough to give them the kind of home that she can't. God, it makes me so angry! Why do these kind of things have to happen. The one silver lining to this stormy cloud is that she will be moving up here, at least until the girls are born, from South Carolina, so it will give us a chance to patch things up. We really haven't seen each other since she moved in 96, and we haven't talked for almost that long. I just hope that when her babies grow up, they will know that their mommy loved them very much.

Monday, October 13, 2003

So, I have unofficially started my job search. We are down to 2 months from today that I graduate and I want to be sure that when I graduate, I have a job to go to. So far, I have found a few camps that do these post college internships where not only do you get a small weekly salary, but they also provide room and board! And since I don't feel that at this point I am qualified enough to just go into a camp administration job, an internship would be perfect because that would be some nice hands on training and plus, I would be guarunteed at least one year in a job. But other than that, Jessie, you are right, job hunting does suck.

Monday, September 29, 2003

Sabrina, I know that you are virtually the only reading this, so then I guess this one is for you. Actually, it is for you because it's just telling you that I miss seeing you around and that we need to get together soon! Seriously!

Saturday, August 23, 2003

Sabrina, here you go, I am updating my blog...not only am I updating it, I went back and found my list and reposted it...all for you!

Okay, right now, I have a very strong dislike for my mother. A very, VERY strong one. She asked me to tell her why I was acting a certain way about getting a new car, so dummy me, I told her. So, i was sitting at the kitchen table, pouring my heart out and crying about my troubles and she had the nerve to get mad at me. I don't get it, "here let me ask you...share your feelings with me, oh but don't share anything that would upset me or make me mad. Those you can keep to yourself, buried inside, so that they fester and eat away at your insides until one day, when you're 35, you stop talking to me altogether and we don't speak until I am dying." Okay, so she didn't say that to me, but essentially that is what it boiled down to.

Sorry, let me make this a little more happy now...classes start in like 4 days and I get to see everyone that I have been missing terribly for the last 4 months.

Graduation in (hopefully) like 75 days or something like that. Let's keep our fingers crossed!

Sunday, January 12, 2003

okay, i'm registered, classes start tomorrow, and i am quietly missing the excitement and familiarity of being back on campus. but, this commuting is starting a whole new chapter in my life and i am ecited about what opportunities will come about.